"Forgive these wild and wandering cries,
Confusions of a wasted youth;
Forgive them where they fail in truth,
And in Thy wisdom make me wise."
~Alfred Lord Tennyson
You have placed yourself in charge of your child's education. Some won't trust that you can handle it. Test scores tell no lies, right? Their life potential rests on your shoulders. No pressure.
The fact is that you are in charge of your child's education. And that is a big responsibility. But it is no bigger than being a parent and raising a child. God gave you children. He will equip you to raise them and educate them. But you do not have to go it alone. Take some pressure off yourself by sharing your concerns, asking for advice, and laying your worries to rest.
Experienced homeschoolers are awesome for allaying fears. They've been there. They know how small our huge worries actually are. They can give advice, but often their listening ear and comforting words are a perfect balm for troubled minds.
Don't miss out on an obvious source of guidance which is your spouse. We may feel they aren't steeped in homeschooling thoughts like we are or that they aren't interested. But any troubles your children are having with education are your spouse's troubles too. They have insight into the children's personalities and interests as well as you do. And they can give a broader perspective if you are lost in the woods and can't see the forest for the trees.
God cares about your homeschool journey too. Pray for guidance. A year or so ago, my oldest had been using a Spanish resource that had caused her to despise Spanish, and I didn't know what to do to change her attitude. I can't remember if I actually prayed for God's help (my spirit was seeking, but I'm not sure I mouthed the words), but I attribute God's hand at work. A co-op in town offered a Spanish class which she reluctantly joined. We quit the resource she loathed, and the teacher and friends in the Spanish class brought joy back into this foreign language for her. God knows things we don't know, and I am confident He can provide what our children need even before we seek Him for help.
Matthew chapter 6 applies to homeschooling worries too. "Why do you worry saying, 'Why can't my son read yet?' or 'How shall we pay for books?'" Your heavenly Father knows what you need. Do not worry about tomorrow ~ today has enough trouble of its own.
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